I do see people become successful and some people not so much. At this age a lot sometimes became dissapponted in the ay things turned out, because we though the plan that we had in our minds that we had 10 years ago, is not the plan that we are walking out today. There had been setbacks, mishaps, mistakes, and tragities in the pass that hold us back. Even fears that control or took a toll of you in the pass that took you years to overome, and still is taking a hold a of you still to this day.
You look a others wondering why you're still single, or Why are you still living with your parents? Why do you rely pn others to take care of you? Why don't you have the career or calling God wants for you? You also see yourself comparing others to yourself. Looking at Social Media to see where you stand with others. Is your life better than their's you wonder, when you see their pictures of their lives and familes, vacation destinations, their careers. Then you think to youself "Is Their Life Better Than Mine"?
I've seen so much people get engaged, married, and kids. I'm like when Lord when. I am happy for the them, but sometimes I feel I have to be real. I've been dating my boyfriend it will be two years in a couple of days. We are preparing to get married but I"ve been a little edgy when people ask: So when's the date?
Look we are doing the best we can!!! CALM DOWN!!!!! Finances have to be tight. It feels like foever. I've been getting pressured it seems like by everyone I talk to expect for one or two people. I know this is the consistant relationship I've ever really been in but please. It some issues that I still need to attake concern for. Personal Issues. Thanks for my family they keep reminding me that my bilogical clock is running out. I need new folks. lol!
With all this being said to always count your blessings. I should be happy I'm not married right now, because after "I Do" that's it. lol I love my boyfriend, if he'd ask me now I say yes, let's get married yesterday. I have a job that interesting, but glad I have it, Family that gets on my butt all the time, that it's very annoying, but they're there, when I need them. Even though I don't travel as often as I like too. I don't focus as much as I need too, I see others that are more focus, more together, more pretty, more fit, more fun than me. Guess what? I'm still in a GREAT PLACE!!!!!!!
